I wonder

I wonder if they knew I wonder if they knew we were going to grow up one day To know how toxic they were to make us feel we were poor That we don't deserve any better and that life can't change I wonder if they knew we would know how small they were For …

I know how it is

I know how it is I know how it feels I know how it feels to be rejected I know how it feels to be unwanted I know how it is to not be someone's choice Let alone first choice I know how it is to be rejected again and again I know how it …

A Father’s Day

My existence is your existence. Years passed and I still try to process to accept that you are gone. My heart screams. Nobody can hear. My brain is shut, my heart is filled. I sat down to finally feel the pain and write about it. I can't.

The ambiguous boy

After 10 years I suddenly thought of my class boys from highschool. All these years they never occurred to me that some of my outlook on boys has to do with dealing with them too. As I started reflecting my life , connecting with the past and present, the boys in my class suddenly dawn …

A Weird Disposition

It never occurred to me that the world sees life differently than I see it. I thought life was all about finding your happiness and living it best. When i first fell in love with someone from a different caste, I never knew that his family would have any problem with me. Why didn't I …

My Happily Never After

Christmas is come again like every other year, only that it feels more strange year after year. My sister is so excited and she's all about decorating the house with scented candles, lights and the flowers pot. I can hear her swift feet brushing the floor from one room to the other while I lay …

Sapna sa tha

Sapne to Cambridge pohochne ki haiPar kisne kaha sapne Sach hote haiJab majboori itni ho ki andhera dastak deTamanna khwaab banker yuhi so jaate haiJagana mat ae Dil, khudko mat jagaSardi k os me khudko chhupa lenaJab boj thoda Halka ho jaaye seene me To leher banke dhuwa se takra LenaLage ki sukoon hai ab …

The Hermit

I wanted to fly and see the highsUntil I saw you cry and strifesLife for me was a ride and naiveI saw you try and struggle for lifeLittle hands that spread to ask for foodInstead of playing and watching the moonTwo worlds colliding in it's existenceSped infront of me into the distanceI left the world …

Silver lining

My struggle was real and so am I Wondering still if it's a good idea to dieBut I fought black and blueTriggering myself without a clueTo breathe one more dayAnd see the sunlight arrayI didn't choose to be sickSo didn't the hungry child on the streetTheir misery is no better than mineWe both fight each …

Finding myself

   I was a second grade when I had to leave my family and friends to join a boarding school. Any child would be confused and scared. I'm not gonna write a whole story. But this is to say thank you to my friends from Asapalli to see a friend in me. Romi Konsam and …